Goodbye's the Saddest Word

In my 22 years of life, I've never had to say goodbye to a close friend for a long period of time. That streak ended today. And even as I begin writing these words, I am trying to hold back the tears that I told myself I wouldn't let fall. But the truth is, when somebody so important and meaningful in your life leaves, you wouldn't be normal to not allow it to affect you. So, here I am, on day one of many, confused in a sea of emotions. Mourning. Excited. Discouraged. Encouraged. Sad. Optimistic. I can't understand any of it. All I know is that at this current moment, I already miss my teammate, friend, mentor, Disney lover, and fellow prankster, Kristy Mikel, like crazy.

I can't even begin to recall all the memories, the laughs, the traditions, the pranks, everything that we've had in the past three years. Disney Thursdays. Chicken bacon ranch subs from Subway. Blended chais. Raspberry teas. Cheesy potato soup. Cheesy chicken croissant. Lunches at the park. Adventures in the attic. Random movie nights. Post office runs. Wicked. Minute to Win It Thursdays. Donkey Basketball games. Caramel Mocha Frappuccinos. Try Something New Wednesdays. Birthday celebrations. Pranks on Dave. Pranks on Chris. Pranks on Coke. Pranks in general. Vent sessions. Walks around the church. Running into doors. Running into walls. New releases of Disney movies. Encouragement cards. And so many more.

These things will either pause for a year, or continue with a different person and feeling. But in the end, I am excited for her. Listening to the call God gave her. Being obedient in every aspect of that call. Taking a leap of faith and leaving everything for a year in Kenya. Investing in God's women and children in Africa. Being a light in dark places. Using her story to touch and collide with the stories of the Kenyan people. Blessing a generation with the love of Christ.

It's a journey beyond comprehension. But I can think of no other person more qualified for it. Twist, I love you and miss you and will be praying for you always.