As you all know, tomorrow is Easter. The day that Christ rose again to save us from our sins, etc. We all know the story. We've heard it many times. But for me, this year is different for some reason. From infancy to about my preteen years, Easter in my family has consisted of pictures with the Easter bunny, egg hunts and decorations, chocolate bunnies, candy baskets, some $25 check from Grandma, and all sorts of other things that go into the worldly views of the holiday. While I still get the chocolate bunnies or still decorate eggs, this time of year has a different meaning for me now than it does my family. We haven't had an Easter dinner for as long as I can remember, yet for some reason, this year is different. Needless to say, I was shocked hearing that we were getting together as a family to eat and celebrate Easter. I have no idea what to expect, aside from the great home-cooked meal, but it'll be interesting to say the least.
For the past few years, I had gone to the traditional service and Easter dinner with my (ex) boyfriend and his family. The day wasn't spent really thinking about what God had done for me, it was all about myself and who I got to spend my day with or what plans were being made at the time. I probably listened to Pastor Dave, thought it was a great message, then left the church unaffected because my heart was not in the right place at that time of my life. Ironically, the relationship with the guy ended exactly one year ago on Easter Sunday. Thankfully, this year, I have had a year to re-examine my heart and where it lies. In the period of the year, I've made so many mistakes, lied to many people, done things I would do anything to take back, and have luckily learned from it all. I'd be the typical 20-year old with life struggles, strengths, weaknesses, opportunities taken and lost. Throughout these past few weeks, while in actual remembrance of what Jesus has done for me, I have gained the greatest sense of freedom and joy that He meant for me to have! It breaks my heart when I think about what He went through for me, but that is the greatest part of all. I know that my mistakes are forgiven and that His blood has washed away every sin I've fell into. His love is unlike any other and I am ecstatic to have that love given to me.
As you all know, tomorrow is Easter. The day we should be praising Jesus for the grace He has given us. The day that the cross has a different meaning. The day that we can truly remember who has experienced real pain. Yes, chocolate bunnies and little eggs will still be everywhere we look. And yes, some people's heart won't be at the place that God wants them to be. But before entering the service at church, should you do so, remember why you're there in the first place. The connection service is going to be amazing tomorrow. I know this because I am a part of it. My hope is that the music, the painter, the lights, the drama, the baptisms, the plants, etc are not just some pretty show that so many people have worked hard to put together. But that these things, each with their own special effects, can help every person remember what Easter really is.
Happy Easter Everybody!
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